How Can We Make This Darknest Feel Like Home!!! TH

the holidays are finally over.. time to put away the wrapping paper & bring out your sparklers.. another new year is right around the corner.. my plans are still up in the air.. i usually don't make plans till the day of.. seems easier that way.. christmas was a hit.. i spent the morning at my mom's house opening gifts & having breakfast in bed.. around 2 marlon, my mom & i drove up to my dads house in ojai for some more gifting & a giant family dinner. my dad cooked one of his famous dishes.. love having a good home cooked meal.. there is nothing better.. on the way home my mom & i ended up taking a wrong turn & ended up at a ski resort an hour out of the way.. typical.. a few of my favorite gifts i got this year was..

alexander wang boots

i cant wait
untill i finally get my new stuff i ordered online.

i kind of lost my 11:11 am bracelet so i decided to order another one. 
the jac vanek bracelets are for me and my friend. Her b-day is in February and she's a total Gaskarth fan so i thought this'd be the ultimate gift for her. She's going to be so happy (:
the 'Believe" one is for me, and im going to order the  'Ruthless' bracelet too,  :D

oyah my JAGK special edition is going to be here in a few days YAY, i really hope it fits me well, cause ive never ordered any Glamour Kills before. I'll just have to wait it out.

Dear Jack, i write you as a friend.. god i dont know why its taking that long to get…

hope you'll have a great day!

i think i may have said all i have to say for now.

i think maybe that it's time to take a break.

because if anyone has read this,

you understand me by now.

the gist of my personality has been understood.

it is debatable whether or not this writing has helped me,

or if it was all just for others' eyes to read.

but i have less words that i need to say now.

i have fewer pressing matters.

i've been dealing with the same shit for a while,

& i've run out of words to phrase it.

but i hope if anyone reads this,

they have a good christmas,

or holiday break,

what have you.

just know that i'll keep trying.

and i'll be back when i've found something new to say.

xox,

-lindsey.